I am doing much better and I'm getting better at staying off the roller coaster. I'm pleased to know there probably isn't another man around, but I'm also very wary about getting my hopes up too high.
In an ideal world, we would sell the house for a decent price, split up our assets and get in separate living spaces. Then W would ask me to hold off on signing the papers so we can begin to work on us. However, I'm not sure how realistic that is and I'd love to not get a D, but I'm still thinking this is a marriage that may have to be pieced together after we're divorced. However, if the D does go through, all bets are then off for us both.
I guess that is the part I don't like to think about. At least now, we're still technically tied to each other a bit. I do like the feeling that OM is gone and she's burned out on dating. I can only hope that will make her life w/ me seem that much better in time.
But, for now, the focus is on me and that is where it needs to stay. I'm doing ok, except for the golfing part, which I haven't been doing regularly much to my chagrin. However, I am exercising and trying to figure out how to eat correctly now that I'm on my own. That part is still a big challenge.
I've ordered some nutrition books designed for men and once they arrive, I'll be going through and throwing out all the stuff in my fridge and cabinets that don't match up and then starting from scratch. If the bad-for-you, tempting things are gone, then I'll stand a better chance of eating correctly.
How about you? How is your sitch, my friend? Your last thread is locked. Are you going to start a new one? Let me know when you do, or as always, you are free to e-mail or call to touch base.
Talk to you soon and thanks for popping by, as usual.
