For my part, the last 6 months was too erratic of a roller coaster ride. I guess I needed to come to terms with letting go on my own time schedule, not hers. And I've been doing that. She won't do anything with me (not that I ask anymore) and eventually the connection will die because friends need to do things together. I doubt I'll have much to do with her by the time I'm involved with someone else.
I don't know why she is so keen on these little involvements. Probably because she still relies on me in certain ways. Or maybe she's just trying to prove that it's easier for her to be friends than lovers?
As I've said many times, wish I knew what's going through her head. I would never have guessed that this is how 2 people are when they're divorcing. But I guess it is.
