You are right - many would kill to be where you are, BUT I can understand that still doesn't mean it is totally easy for you. Keep up with what you are doing for you - your hard work is paying off. Day by day is how we all need to take it...
Just like the sitch, feelings will be on a rollercoaster and you have to hang on at times like this. Just ride it out...
LIS
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No one ever has, or ever will, escape the consequences of their actions.