D - You are in such a good place, just got to believe it yourself. I think you think it and maybe want reassuring, maybe SC could be the person to offer you that ?
Hang in there buddy, if you happy in yourself, the changes you've made, your getting there. I'm real happy for you and hope your W starts to show she has noticed soon too.
Enjoy the breaks. They are a good time to show W how much you've changed as she will then witness it for 24 hrs a day for a few days.
All I have asked my W for is friendship, yet she seems unable to even do that right now, so I envy you big time !!!
That is it excatly what I want reassurances. I know she can not and will not give them to me but that does not stop me from wanting them. I bury these feeling deep but on this board is where I express them, that way when I am home I am happy go lucky.
Again this is her time and I will keep telling myself that. I do enjoy the down time and the trip to NY and the beach should be fun.
