Chris- I hope today is a better tuesday for you........
I know how you are feeling. It sux. Almost as if you weren't good enough. Well, you are. Believe it. The house thing...... you are going to need to deal with. Think of it this way..... it can be a new beginning, as long as you aren't consumed by your fear and whatnot. Remember, you are going to be ok. Keep praying. I think i mentioned the serenity prayer? It's a good one to keep in mind..
as for "backstreets"...... i love that song. I listen to his live stuff all the time, bootlegs mostly, and during the Darkness on the Edge of Town tour, when he does Backstreets, he does this interlude with two songs..."sad eyes" or "drive all night".......if you can figure out a way to download a version from 1978......listen to it. Powerful. Fits our sitchs soo well.
oh yeah. I'm not in PA, but really close. about 40 miles north of Erie
Good luck
ME:32 WAW:31 D #1: 3.5 D #2: 2 Together: 13 M:6 Bomb Dropped: 2/15/08 Sep legally: 6/18/08
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