I have called H, he answered his mobile. I asked him when he's going to call me. He said, he's going to be back home in 1 hour (it's 10 am here, did he spent the night in her apt?). He didn't sound too bad, called me my pet name, I take it as a good sign.
I've been crying all morning long and I'm afraid I'm going to sound teary again, too bad.
I cannot undo the damage I've done yesterday, but I'm going to try and put it back on hold. I'm going to ask him to consentrate on D17 and her problems and once she's gone to College, we can sort things out and if he wants a D (he never said he wanted one, just like Kalni's H, same behaviour, neither here, nor there,) well, he can have it.

Last edited by stella_k; 07/15/08 08:22 AM.

I ask not for a lighter burden, but for broader shoulders
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M 46
H 45
D 17
M/T 23
Bomb #1 (ILYBNILWY) 12.06
Bomb #2 (OW) 12.07
Bomb #3 (chose OW over M) 9.08