I think that these things usually follow a pretty predictable pattern. At least thats what Ive noticed. Text messaging, and email, it all gives the A a nice dark little place to hide and thrive.

I havent talked to him for a little over a week, besides sending him naughty text messages when Ive had too much to drink! I was thinking today about how strange it is that hes not here anymore. Its really odd to not have his truck outside, not have his clothes in the laundry, not be cooking for him, in fact I think Ive only cooked one meal in 3 weeks or so! I know that I have the advantage, and their relationship is probably doomed for failure, but how much is going to be destroyed while we wait?

I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...