Real Life part 6

[Starshyne]

Not much to report today, although I am getting tired of telling people that I am divorced. You know men don't have to go through this. But it was my choice to change my name back to my madien name. Even having his name attached to mine makes me ill. So I spent yet another day going into work and various places filling out all the paper work I need to be single for taxes and have my name changed. And everyone needs to know the reason why....and they always say, "oh did you get married?" And then when I say "no divorced." I think they are embarassed.

My Dad and I were talking about my H and his money and the joint account (which he did close right after I talked to him). He said how it would have been funny if I had taken the money out and when he got mad about it if I would have said, "it is in my name. it is the law.." (you know just like he said over and over again in regards to staying in the house). That would have been funny. However, I feel good about not being as low and immoral as him.

Haven't seen or talked to H in 2 days. Feels really good. Talked to my friend (who I haven't seen in over 2 weeks....so this is not a serious thing at all) yesterday. He is super busy with work, but still wants to see me now and then.

I have the rest of today, all of tomorrow and all of Wednesday until H has to be out of the house. The locks are getting changed on Thursday.

Overall I am feel good and I could be wrong...but is that a small little light I am starting to see in this tunnel?