I hope this is what "peeking" looks like!

[Treese]

NA, Thank you so much for replying to my thread.

I have been keeping up on your thread and I so wish we were at the point you are at with your H.

There will be ups and downs and I have confidence that you will be able to weather the storm.

As for me, well I'm getting a little tired of the "storms".

I would like a more calm world with "a little rain every now and then"

I know that I will be o.k. It's just that I'm a little beat up right now and I want some rest....some calmness.

I know I'm a survivor...whatever doesn't kill us makes us stronger .....blah blah blah

I want someone to hold me and tell me to hang in there.

To wipe away my tears and tell me that they will be there for me no matter what.

It's times like this that I miss H so very much.

I don't always want to be strong.

E

E.....I feel the same way....I just want to be held while I cry...and told it's going to be okay....