damn, yenko. There is some tough stuff there. I can't imagine how that would affect a young woman and everyone around her.
But I was surprised at the calmness of you last post. Actually for someone who has been on this board for 3 weeks that is pretty good. But what else is good is that you are stepping up to the plate, i.e. admitting to the problems and doing something about it.
I am not going to BS you. You are definitely going to have tough times. Your hurt and anger is going to creep up on you. I was good at anger. But you are doing what you can. You see the C soon. I know, Wednesday can't come soon enough.