Work work work at H's office at some point I will have to go back to my own... but opportunity to DB... H is still chilly but asked me if I was going to the gym with him.. I think I will.. still undecided, it was a loonnnggg day...he stayed behind at work, not unusual but can't help but think he stays to talk to OW... ok.. its out of my head now...
You know what though.. I am seeing now that even if the D happens.. I will be ok... I can still find the happiness I deserve.. it will be different but I think I will be ok...I am not seeing changes in him so much as myself...he is still the same as before the bomb..I don't expect him to change drastically but I think he might be even more miserable than before he said anything about Ding... maybe that is confusion, but he is just so blah... maybe its the changes in myself I am accepting and enjoying..
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Me - 38 H-36 DD - 15 S- 19 Together -almost 18 years M - 16 The Bomb - May 24th 2008 Meeting with Michelle July 7, 2008 Status - I moved out Sept 2009
