You are right. This change does give me a chance to rethink my life.(Like I haven't done that recently! )
It's just that these people kept me sane and when I thought I looked like a wet rag because I had cried from the night before or the morning , no one said a thing and yet they were there for me.
I really only have my sister that i could lean on through all of this.She undertands and does not judge my actions but my co- workers were also there for me and with me.
These life lessons make us look for the positive side of things and yes I usually do, but sometimes I think I have to grieve for what I had and what I will loose. Sometimes I have to through myself a "pitty party."
I have many of my co-workers tell me that I can call them anytime and that they will keep in touch but we all know , as life gets busier most of these friendships dwindle and fade.
Sometimes I do feel like I've had enough. I guess this is one of those times.
.....and life goes on....
E
"Sometimes in the winds of change, we find our true direction"
)
