I don't know if he's here or not, or what he's doing, etc. For now, I think our communication, for the time being, is on hold. When the next round comes, I'm sure I'll have better clarity, hopefully.
The tones he is using are swinging... the first one felt stand-offish and defensive, then the second one was softer, more light and positive- 'Maybe it is possible we can patch things up', etc.
The last one was back to hesitation, resistance. 'Emotionally, I am completely tired and worn out. My heart feels empty. I don't know what to do about it. I do care about you. How many times have we gone apart only to find each other again? I don't want to go through that anymore. Maybe time will heal.'
I can tell that he's struggling, so I think I just have to sit back for now.
