You explained how I am feeling very well. Especially the part about my feelings not in line with my decision yet. My H is sexy in many ways. I just can't feel it the way I should and so it makes making love with him an "ick" feeling right now.
I am going to work on those goals. I'm going to REtrovaille with H this weekend. Just doing that is my first goal. Make it through the week without any major setbacks and get our behinds to Retrovaille.
