I don't understand. I miss my W. She devistated me, kicked me while I was down and I still want to spend time with her.
She doesn't want to let me go completely and at this point of my detatchment I'm almost ok with that. If we hang out together and we both enjoy it...who's using whom?
I have to see her quite often and I can't help being attracted to her dispite all this. When she leaves after spending time with the girls is the hardest. We hug and kiss each time.
You might think I'm crazy but I want her to stop seeing the OM and recommit to me and our marriage. Now I'm not holding my breath here but for the time being I'm not going to go find anyone else...so is it wrong if I get some affection. I'm getting more and more confused. I don't condone her actions but I still love her. Going dark doesn't seem appropriate and I'm doing well not persuing her. Where do I draw the line?
What do you all do? Or am I the only freak that feels this way.
Last edited by HopefultotheEnd; 07/14/0811:04 PM.
Me:34 W:31 d's 5 & 10 M: 5 years, T: 8, Bomb1 3/8/08,#2:3/28/08 Asked 4 D:4/19/08, discovered PA 5/8/08,W moved out 6/30/08 W pregnant by OM: 2/17/08
