Well she may be fishing but I aint nibblin! She already has noticed that I am doing things differently. She asked why I am going tanning, and if I was trying to impress someone special. I said you never know, have to look good at all times, although I wanted to say her. It is small things like this that she has noticed as well as how I stay calm when we talk and she brings something up.
Well not much happening tonight. I had a good workout and beat the crap out of the weights Felt pretty good but my personal trainer killed me on the abs tonight. Last time they felt like this I could not sit up in the morning, literally had to roll out of bed.
Haven't talked to the kids tonight feel kinda bummed about that Going to text the D to see how her fingers are feeling. Plus I saw on her mysapce page that she is having some "boy" troubles. Gonna have to chat with her and see if there is anything I can do for her. I really feel that me and her have bonded much more than we ever have. As a matter of fact she told me she loved in front of her own dad, which she never used to do. That made me feel really good!!
No contact from the "darling" ( I am hijacking that term from tomato!) I am sure she has a lot on her mind, she has court next Monday for her DUI. I am scared for that, I want to be there for her but I am not sure on what I should do. Anyone have any input on this dilemma?
Well going to go take a shower, think that is what I am smelling...lol! Everyone have a good night!
Well not much happening tonight. I had a good workout and beat the crap out of the weights Felt pretty good but my personal trainer killed me on the abs tonight. Last time they felt like this I could not sit up in the morning, literally had to roll out of bed.
Haven't talked to the kids tonight feel kinda bummed about that Going to text the D to see how her fingers are feeling. Plus I saw on her mysapce page that she is having some "boy" troubles. Gonna have to chat with her and see if there is anything I can do for her. I really feel that me and her have bonded much more than we ever have. As a matter of fact she told me she loved in front of her own dad, which she never used to do. That made me feel really good!!
No contact from the "darling" ( I am hijacking that term from tomato!) I am sure she has a lot on her mind, she has court next Monday for her DUI. I am scared for that, I want to be there for her but I am not sure on what I should do. Anyone have any input on this dilemma?
Well going to go take a shower, think that is what I am smelling...lol! Everyone have a good night!
Stay strong!
Ted
Hey brother...
Sounds as if you have W wondering abit, nothing wrong with that..
Glad you and D15 are in a space that is working, but I think that is cause you are the stable one, you would be surprised how they pick up on that good for you...
Okay this is one of those damned if you do and damned if you don't spots, has she said if she wants you there????
Glad you had a good work out tonight, I can relate to how the pump makes ya feel AWESOME everything is standing up and beatin god I LOVE IT!!! You are in a good spot with yourself right now so put it in a bottle and keep it for later okay
Stay strong Ted you are finding a level of detachment that is working proud of you dude...
She hasn't mentioned anything about wanting me there. I think she might be emberassed of the sitch. Should I possibly bring it up and ask if she wants someone there, or should I just leave it be?
As for being in a good spot, I have my days and others are just downright miserable! I need to get out more often and just interact with strangers I guess.
Thx for stopping by Brian. Anymore feels like I talk to myself alot on here.
I think I will tell the W that I will be there for her in any manner that she wants for this.
As for the kids returning from Nebraska they get back on the 24th Long time away I need my sanity again, they are what help me keep what little I have left!
just do your talking to yourself on here and not in public places, or you're bound to raise plenty of eyebrows. We might have to send the padded wagon w/ some straight jackets out for ya. Hehehehe . .lol.
Things sound like they are going good for you....well as much as can be expected. Nice job on the workout. I finally downloaded itunes yesterday. Got all my heavy metal from the 80s going....i was pumped so I got a dumbbell workout going last night while listening to metallica and GnR all night. Felt good. Hope you can move tomorrow!
M 35 W 28 D 4
Bomb 4/28/08 Found out about PA 05/14/08 Separated 5/25/08 (not legally)
Felt pretty good but my personal trainer killed me on the abs tonight. Last time they felt like this I could not sit up in the morning, literally had to roll out of bed.
Going to text the D to see how her fingers are feeling. Plus I saw on her mysapce page that she is having some "boy" troubles. Gonna have to chat with her and see if there is anything I can do for her. I really feel that me and her have bonded much more than we ever have. As a matter of fact she told me she loved in front of her own dad, which she never used to do. That made me feel really good!!