so im having weird ideas here: i realize that i had some changes to make- but my H's comments to me 1.5 weeks ago about all the changes he needs to make got me excited and now i am thinking, "yes, but can he make those changes"...its almost like i need to see if he can change too...i dont want the old R back and i am scared that things will fall back into place if we do work things out....he was pretty hard on me sometimes and picked at me a lot....i havent asked for what need yet- we arent at that point yet...and i guess im not sure if he can change... im sure tis is normal to think but i am just frustrated right now
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