Dom, interesting stuff here! I know it definitely helps to stand for so long when there does appear to be at least some thin thread left. I'd say y'all have a bit more than a thin thread.
I know what you mean about being able to just listen to her breathe, just feel her presence next to you, feel her heartbeat. Yes you want all those things but remember God gives us what we need. So make sure there aren't some things you still need to work on here too.
If we really want to love, we must learn how to forgive. - Mother Theresa