once again (sadly) our situations mirror one another. I was never disgusted with my H really, I used to respect him very much, think of him as uniquely decent, honest and kind man. Today I felt that I despise him, I'm as close to not loving him anymore, as I could never imagine I'd be.
I ask not for a lighter burden, but for broader shoulders ____________________________________________________ M 46 H 45 D 17 M/T 23 Bomb #1 (ILYBNILWY) 12.06 Bomb #2 (OW) 12.07 Bomb #3 (chose OW over M) 9.08
