Root- Harsh words, but it's ok. I see what you are saying about the OM. My mind tells me all those things.
The sex thing...well, I don't know what to tell you other than if I tried to have sex with him now I would most definitely throw up, cry, or get royally pissed at him. I don't know how to explain it to you. Pick someone that totally grosses you out, maybe a homeless man who hasn't showered in months, and try to make love to him. That is how it is for me. I'm thinking extreme so you get the feeling. Think about making love to your sibling. That's maybe closer. I can't do it. At least not right now.
