OH (((((((Stella))))))) How I can empathise with what you are going through. I am also going through very similar things right now. Friday night I had a convo with H and asked him point blank if he had contacted OW since I left and he flat out lied to me. I then accused him of lies and that I won't accept this behaviour. I told him if our M is going to work ALL contact with her must stop and I want complete honesty. He said nothing. I also told him that I find his behaviour disgusting. Well I didn't stop there. The following day I sent him an email reinforcing all of what I had said to him. Stella, I so understand how you want the pain to end and how you want out. I've been feeling that as well. Give it a couple of days and see how you feel. I usually end up realizing I want to give my M another chance.
Me47 H46 S13 M16 Piecing since May/09
"Life is 10% what happens to us and 90% how we react to it." Lou Holtz
