Journaling here, the anticipation or maybe better stated apprehension is definitely starting. At times its definitely apprehension and others anticipation, talk about mixed up feelings!
I'm trying to keep my mind occupied but am having trouble because I got a bunch of legal documents from her company's lawyer this morning that I need to look over. Since we are both preferred stockholders we sometimes have to sign documents in regards to things the company is doing or has done. Getting this stuff just seemed to bring these feelings welling up. I then start to replay those last 2 minutes from last night and am trying very, very, very hard not to analyze any of it. Things like why did she hug me with just one arm and at that not put it all the way around me? What did she really mean when she said thanks thats good to know.
Argh!!! I just have to get this all out of my head! I know better!! Hopefully just posting it will help but I'm not feeling it yet. At least my mind isn't on full tilt with analysis, so that's a little positive.
Now if one of my friends or coworkers would call or swing by and ask me about my weekend so I can go on and on about the great time at Rocky Horror. Man oh man was that a great time!
If we really want to love, we must learn how to forgive. - Mother Theresa
