There is one thing I forgot to mention.

Right after I spoke with H I've called a Friend of mine, needed to talk to someone. I asked her if I should stay where I am, where I have a job (a good one!) and a roof over my head. She told me that I'm doing a favor to that b!tch by pushing H away and I need to come back home and fight for my family. I'm so sick of these words... I've been fighting for my family alone, for two years.
But a thought of playing into Spider's hands was sickening.


I ask not for a lighter burden, but for broader shoulders
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M 46
H 45
D 17
M/T 23
Bomb #1 (ILYBNILWY) 12.06
Bomb #2 (OW) 12.07
Bomb #3 (chose OW over M) 9.08