doubting myself again today........ugh. I really have no reason to either. I think i'm focusing too much on the negative things she's said......
man, why do i suck at this? like i said, i have no reason not to believe that things will be fine...they've been steadily improving for the last 2 weeks.....i think its the impatience thing.....i just miss HER. Her smell. Her skin. HER next to me in bed. i'm afraid i won't get those things back....
ugh.
ME:32 WAW:31 D #1: 3.5 D #2: 2 Together: 13 M:6 Bomb Dropped: 2/15/08 Sep legally: 6/18/08
"Tommorrow there'll be sunshine, and all this darkness past..." -Bruce Springsteen Land of Hope and Dreams
