RTL, definitely take care of yourself, buddy. No, you DO NOT want to hop on a new rollercoaster. You must be true to yourself first. Guarded seems right to me. Take care of yourself. The softening is so encouraging, but we all need to keep a long term perspective. Remember, there's a reason they call it a rollercoaster. It has ups AND downs. It took a looooooong time to get where you are. You will need yet more patience to emerge. Just take care of yourself.
Steady steady. I know you have it in you. You da man.
M 43 S14 S13 D11 D7 Divorce final: Jan 2009 Making it up as I go....