I ended up at the bar anyway, in my cute new outfit... HAD A GREAT TIME!! It was the first time Ive gone out in probably about a year! I wanted to find H, he was probably out, but I didnt. Too bad, I looked fabulous! I didnt realize it until I did it, but I needed it!
H leaves on the ship tomorrow for another week. I feel like Im running out of time, he transfers in Sep, and I think that hes planning on taking her with him. It must be love if shes willing to move across the country with a man shes only actually spent a few weeks with. I know that going dark is supposed to make him miss me, but will he really miss me if hes focused on her?
Its petty, but I put a post on his myspace, that I licked him, and she put two more on it, it actually made me laugh. Makes her seem desperate to keep MY H. huh. But I did send her H a message telling him what was going on, and that I want to save my M. Maybe it was a bad idea...oh well. It makes both of them look silly, all his friends on there know that Im his W. Like I said, its petty, and I need to stop going on there at all. It just upsets my usually.
Last edited by bluerain; 07/14/0805:07 AM.
I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...
I feel like Im running out of time, he transfers in Sep, and I think that hes planning on taking her with him. It must be love if shes willing to move across the country with a man shes only actually spent a few weeks with. I know that going dark is supposed to make him miss me, but will he really miss me if hes focused on her? 
