"i can't/won't let a pool, that can be replaced, be a deal breaker. i think he was starting to feel safe, called...and the sh&t hit the fan....so now i have to make "me" a safe place all over again...i will try to fix the pool first, if he's set on getting rid of the pool...so be it...do i want to be right, or do i want to be happy...so many times before i wanted to be right...those days are long gone....now it's time to be happy!"

Alright.. sounds like a plan.

"FG~ i hope you had a good day off!"

Its funny how days off.. make you more tired than when you are working.


Relax
Eat
Think
Act normal
React.. Smartly.
Do something different.
Emulate.
Do Work.

Lets get "RETARDED" in here.