I went to a movie yesterday, Journey to the Center of the Earth! A huge pile of cow dung, don't go! Script was stilted and predictable, take your kid if he or she is under 8! The upside is that I only paid 6.99. I phoned my family tonight in China as I hadn't heard from them and was getting anxious. D said they'd phoned but couldn't get through so she sent me an email, I of course, had not checked my emails today. I slept really badly last night, whenever I put the fan on it messes with my sleep. So I was kind of worrying about my family all day and then started to get anxious about my maybe date next Saturday night. I started thinking maybe I'm not ready to go out with someone, what if... well, no need to go through the silly list, I'm sure you can all guess the multitude of incredible disasters I could come up with. What an incredible waste of time! I don't think I've slept well since the kids left. It's somehow weird to feel so alone right now, it's an adjustment. When I'm feeling tired and a bit worn down the old anxiety bug can bite away. I went for a run this afternoon hoping this would help put me back on an even keel. I also went to both the church services today, met and chatted with two new people. So, it's now time for me to hit the sack, do a little reading and pass out. I hope that now that I've talked to the kids I'll sleep better. Goodnight Dbers.
