Originally Posted By: Trixi
((((Dom))))
I truly don't know how you do it.


Thanks... I'm not a shining saint or anything though \:D It helps that i sometimes get some form of encouragement.

i kinda-sorta got to cuddle with her tonight; gave her a massage.
the physical contact helped me.

What would be extra-special to me, would be if she decided to grant my birthday wish, of one full night in the same bed together.

miss being able to just lay next to her. feel her heartbeat. listen to her breathe. just "be".


My current status: june 2006. Wife ran out and filed D.
Finalized Jan 11, 2010, after 12.5 years M.
3 wonderful sons caught in the middle