Journaling...


Well.. My Sister and I had a blast lastnight.. there were games, and flirting, and guess what.. I think I still have it! What's funny though is at about 11:30 pm.. H called.. I missed it... H texted Me... "Are you coming home tonight? Do I need to lock the door"? (who knew texting was addictive, I always thought it was silly.. but guess what?..) Anyway, he KNEW I was staying at my sisters...Anyway.. got home.. he did more laundry.. helped with that and took a nap..he mowed the lawn... I asked H & D14 if they wanted to go to the lake...D14 was not interested at all and H moderatley interested... I made up my mind that I would go no matter what... But H decided to go with me... Just the 2 of us... I was sensing some distance but acted as-if... we chit chatted but there were times we had nothing to say... not bad though... On the way home... ok I flirted.. I wanted to be spontaneuos, not a whole blown out ML session, just fun, flirtacious.. maybe a little naughty... just to see what would happen..still a little coolness coming from him, but very subtle... but he had no problem playing along... that was my 180... I wonder what he is thinking...... came home, cooked dinner, and now as I sit here... H is laying next to me... trying to nap... funny thing is he usually naps on the sofa.. so why is he here next to me? And I wonder still... what is he thinking... I know he is going over to the office soon.. to "clean his desk"... although it is Monday morning (overseas) and time for the OW to start her day... Then again... I have seen his desk.. and yes... it needs to be cleaned...

Not a bad day... just wondering alot I guess...

Hope everyones weekend had good times to go along with it...

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Me - 38
H-36
DD - 15
S- 19
Together -almost 18 years
M - 16
The Bomb - May 24th 2008
Meeting with Michelle July 7, 2008
Status - I moved out Sept 2009