yeah i do see it...alot of it is my impatience.i sometimes doubt my ability to make these changes...like i'm afraid i'm going to fall back into my old habits...which i don't want to do...

no we don't have a date yet for the park outing. i thought about next weekend, but am unsure as to if that is too soon or not. The county fair is also in two weeks...thought about suggesting we take the kids to that too....

the weird thing is this is what the counselor told us the one and only time we went to marriage counseling. DOn't talk about the problems...focus on other things...which is what we've been doing..

i really like what 7 year itch said in one of their posts...."if you're not going to fight for us, please don't fight against us.."

things are slowly improving.....she still hits me every once in awhile with something about us not being together in the future..which hurts, but i don't react to it.


ME:32 WAW:31
D #1: 3.5 D #2: 2
Together: 13 M:6
Bomb Dropped: 2/15/08
Sep legally: 6/18/08

"Tommorrow there'll be sunshine, and all this darkness past..."
-Bruce Springsteen Land of Hope and Dreams