For the Guy with kids and a WW 6

[hopeful4her]

I guess my plan is to pull my friendship. If she wants it, she is going to have to earn it. I am protecting my heart, now. I really feel anger towards her. Not showing it. I am being dark, but not mean. No friends anymore. That is just sad. She had it all. I was a great best friend to her. Even if our marriage wasn't going to make it, I was still going to give it to her. Stupidly. I have been hit with the reality stick by her.

At one point, when I was asking her why she was treating me so ugly, she mentioned the she had to protect her heart from me, so that I didn't crumble it up and let it fall through my fingers. She even did the whole motion with her hands. Crumbling and falling through her fingers.

I told that I never, ever did that to her. I cupped my hands together, and emotionally told her, "I always held your heart right here. I cherished it. I never crumbled it. I may have made some mistakes as a husband, but I always cherished your heart."

That was when her aunt called.