The road goes ever on...

[jon2911]

So, W just called. Said that last night was "very nice". We talked about that for a bit. Then she made the comment about how sex works, but nothing else, blah blah blah.

It's funny, because a counselor I talked to last week said that marriage is extremely hard, men and women are so different, sex is the glue that keeps us together and makes us actually makes us want to work on it. LOL.

Then W got teary-sounding and said "do you think we'll end up together?" I said yes, but it'll take a lot of time and work. And I don't expect her to believe anything I say, because she's heard a lot of crap from me. She said "I just wanted to know where you stand".

So commenced a couple hours of R talk, which of course didn't accomplish anything, but she ended it with "we'll see". She's also definitely in counseling weekly, and I said if her counselor ever wants to talk to me I'd love to. That launched a big "I'm NOT working on us" tirade, but I wanted to throw it out there. Any good counselor would at least want to know both sides IMO.

I guess R talk is OK if she initiates it, but I always have this feeling like it's going to be pointless. But I guess she needs to know I'm still hopeful from time to time.

At the end, she started into the whole "I'm giving you the wrong impression" junk, and I made it clear that she doesn't need to worry. I'm a big boy, and if I want to have a fun weekend like we did. I don't expect her to come running back to my arms because we have a fun weekend. But of course, it was REALLY fun. It feels good to be confident.