I just do searches for the latest topics, so it doesn't matter where anyone goes, as long as they still post, I can find 'em.
U just sound like you're in a funk das all. the only person that can get your ar5e moving is you.
i lie in bed sometimes in the morning adn just don't want to get out. I remind myself that I can make my limbs and muscles move regardless of how I am feeling or thinking. I _can_ get up.
Just a bit of rambling of my own. Hope it's not too confusing.
** Purple
As soon as you trust yourself you will know how to live. Goethe