Sara, I don't think he ever would hit me..although one never knows..I brought that up yesterday when i told him I am finding it hard to even care about him when he threatens me with bodily harm. As i watched him sitting on the floor bawling and wiping his tears with the comforter from the bed I felt nothing. I did not reach out to him. I just kept remembering all the times I have cried these last 6 mos while he just sat or stood there and did not hold me or console me.He tells me he said all of that out of anger and he has never hurt me and never would..well physically anyway..but mentally i am a mess..and it's not right..


Me: 36 H: 34
2 D's: 10+13
Married: 13 yrs(Together 15)
Found out about A-Jan 08
Finally ended April 08..I hope??
Struggling to co-exist in peace