(((lodo))) mourning is a part of the process. What a damned arduous process it is too. This too shall pass and as for your post of earlier, it wasn't a crappy post, it was how you felt right at that moment. Some woman out there doesn't even know how lucky she is going to be when she captures the heart of the man that is you. You are an amazing man and you should be so proud of yourself and how far you have come. Going through what you have will only allow you to savor your next R that much more. To tend it that much more carefully and appreciate the chance to give yourself again to someone who is worthy of you.

Keep your chin up.

Corey

M:39
H:39
K:S14;D8
T:22yr
M:15yrs
S:12/28/07 EA/PA
3/14/08 OW preg
11/17/08 born
12/12/08 his
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Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option