WAW is full steam ahead

[LosingSunshine]

So today was prett uneventful outside of the apartment thing. I an thankful for once it wasn't a Tuesday.

With regards to my earlie post, I don't know if there is an OP/OW but she is having some voids filled by these people and their Inependent carefre lifestyle. So how do I outshine that at the minimum? Thoughts?

My notes I jotted down eralure pretty much sum up what happened when W got home tonight. She asked how the day was, how the kids were, what they ate etc. Then she said that she wanted to say something but didn't know how to explain it and I said don't think what to say, just say what you want to and feel. She responded that she just wants separateness. Okay. She's been saying that since day 1.

Stated as dark as I could and she left to get ready for bed. What surprised me was that she did not even check on the kids or stop in to kiss them good night. Don't understand that.

Us she working up the courage to tell me something else and retreats at the last minute? That's what it felt like tonight. Or does she just feel the need to repeat the same thing over and over again? What would be the reason in that?

I am also wondering if she'll follow through and spend time with the kids tomorrow given her horrible track record. At least I am there for them.

Chris