Thank you so much Cat,Beth, Everhopeful... This board is so great! I can't wait to check out The Spiritual D, that sounds like a really good book. I love reading books and gaining spiritual insights. I also found some listings for D support groups in Portland. I'm definitely going to check that out when I get there. You're right- I do have a bright new beginning before me.

H is full of snotty remarks for me lately. Tonight he's yelling at me about the dogs chewing stuff up- again. 'Get your head out of your a**!!' If I could count the number of times he's said that to me.... For some reason, he always thinks it's my fault when they chew something. I am so sick of his attitude and his junk. Why does he have to insult me all the time?!@ Of course, he's not sober either. OK- I'm almost done with this. I'll be leaving soon...


Me 40
H 39
2nd M- 6 months
No kids
Previous D, 1st M
DBer from 2003