Quote: It ended with me asking God to bring all these dreams down to earth so I could experience "contentment" here and now...
hey char,
I know you have young kids so this question may not seem all that wacky...do you ever watch sponge bob square pants??
I tend to "get" the hidden messages in a lot of this kid stuff or maybe I just make up my own meaning...
anyway...there is an episode "the magic conch" sponge bob and patrick and of course squigward are lost...sp and p listen to the conch that tells them to do nothing...squigward builds a camp a fire and finds something to eat...then mocks the others...saying you sit there doing nothing listening to this magic conch as if the answer to all your problems is going to fall out of the sky...well ok so a bunch of food and stuff did fall from the sky for them but that's tv...it doesn't work that way...god (or the coch) isn't going to just drop the answer in your lap..sometimes ya just gotta do the work...
you are scared and so is mat...but what is it the two of you are so afraid of...and are you each letting that fear keep you away from what it is you want?