Amen Sista! Its ok to wallow once in a while, then you have to do something else. you sound like you are doing pretty well, all things considered and my H says and does weird things too. Just do the best you can for you.
corey
M:39 H:39 K:S14;D8 T:22yr M:15yrs S:12/28/07 EA/PA 3/14/08 OW preg 11/17/08 born 12/12/08 his ~~~~~~~ Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option