You do what you wanna do, I leave it all up to you

[Sugar and Spice]

((Michelle)) ((Dar))

Well, the last 2 days have been a party to say the least. Apparently the Troll may or may not have lost her job yesterday. Apparently she is chronically late to work and was on some probabtion that said she could not be late AT ALL for 90 days and guess what? She is 21 days shy of that and was late yesterday morning. So I guess they never said anything to her about it yesterday even though she did bring it to their (her bosses') attention. So H was STRESSED out all day because if she has no job, then she has no insurance. It just goes from bad to worse with these 2.

Anyway, I guess maybe she will find out for sure on Monday, but wouldn't that just put the icing on the cake?

H came through and got DD her Wii and today was the party. H was at the cardroom last night and has almost spent every dime he has (including what we set aside to pay for car insurance.) He is just too out of control. He called me last night and we talked for a long time. He told he how he knows hes sick and needs help, etc... Sounds mean but I've heard it all before. Show me what you are going to do, quit talking about it.

He was actually really nice today and we all had a good time at the party. DD had a great time so thats really all that matters in the end. Him being here though just makes me sad for all of the times we should have shared in the future. He says the strangest stuff though. I asked him if things would be different if OW wasn't pregnant, if they would still be together and he says no. If she wasn't pregnang then he would already be home. So I asked him, why would he say he would be home if she wasn't pregnang, but doesn't know if hes coming home because she is? Does that make a lick of sense to ANYONE?

As far as gambling games goes, he has one for his laptop and I don't think it is as satisfying as the real thing.

One of H's cousins was here and he was asking her about her brother that has been strung out on drugs for a long time and she was saying how he checked himself into rehab and when he went in, he thought his drug use was only recreational, but now he realizes how bad it really was. She also said it made him realize how he wasn't really having any fun anymore. That is something that H has said so many times, how gambling isn't "fun" anymore. He also commented on how maybe he should check himself into something like that. I agree wholeheartedly, but play it as cool as I can and only respond with something like - "I think it would be good if thats what you wanted and are ready for it." I think he maybe getting ready to do something because he really doesn't have any $$ left and his current credit card only has a very small limit (knock on wood.)

We will see....