We currently do not have insurance. I am hoping that if we get back together that we can afford it. Even through the military it is so expensive (at least for us.) For right now I just want to use these 6 sessions and see what happens during and after. I guess my big nervous thing now is what to do and how to act. I don't want to look too eager and yet I don't want to be too detatched. How do I find the happy middle?
I haven't really talked to my husband since last Sunday. A few brief conversations over the phone to tell him about the counseling and such. I always make sure to end the conversation (positively) and say "I'll talk to you later." Never an "I love you" or anything. I'm keeping my distance and waiting. At least we are saying "hello" and "goodbye" to each other now. I feel like things are really moving forward and I will just have to focus on myself and on not going crazy between now and Friday. . .
