W emailed again. Thanked me for picking up her veggie box, asked if I wanted her to bring over some chard from the garden, and told me about going to see a movie with a mutual friend. I didn't respond. maybe it's rude, but I don't think I will.
I suppose this is how it's going to go until I start hanging out with someone else. I'm her favor person. But not good enough to actually do something with because I don't have a PhD.
either that or she is feeling like she screwed up and doesn't know how to fix things. Not that that means I think there's a chance we could get back together. Just in how we relate.
Interesting, though. She went to the movie with a friend, not OM. What the heck is going on with that? A month ago she said she didn't leave me to pursue someone else, even though when she left me she said it was because she was pursuing someone else. She wouldn't work on M because she couldn't deny her feelings for OM. Now I don't think they're doing that much together, but I don't know. Nothing but an exit affair I guess.
Well, she's getting ready to spend 6 weeks with him.
I've been thinking about writing a letter to get some closure. Just to say I have lots of fond memories and will miss our conversations.
Okay, I'm way overdue on a paper so have to get back to that. Feeling okay, but don't know why this week has been so emotional. Guess it comes in waves, but geeso, thought I'd be past this point by now. Guess I'm not distracted enough with GAL.
