Today has been uneventful, I am working now and off to the city after work... I did not call H today... though he called me to tell me he was going to take D14 to her VB Coach for practice... It was then, I told H I was going to the city and would not be home until tomorrow,, He said.... "Oh.. I guess I will see you tomorrow then..." and that was it... not have good time... nothing... I wonder if it was bothering him... That has been the extend of our conversation today with the exception of him asking for directions, that he certainly could have gotten himself (I did it with a smile...)
When I woke up this morning H was gone.. I assume he went to the office to call OW, it was evening time there... I hate knowing that stuff.. ok not knowing but the gut feelings I get... it stinks.. I try to put her out of my head, but I find it hard... What does she have that I don't? Has he told her we are still ML? What do they talk about... What do they have in common... The cultural differences alone would be overwhelming (she is from the Phillipines) He's a football fanatic - does she even know who the Cowboys are?
I want to have fun tonight... but thoughts of H and the situation never leave my head.
Hope you are doing well this weekend!
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Me - 38 H-36 DD - 15 S- 19 Together -almost 18 years M - 16 The Bomb - May 24th 2008 Meeting with Michelle July 7, 2008 Status - I moved out Sept 2009
