So I offered the massage yesterday and ended up doing it quite late. I was tired, but once I started, it was really nice and I enjoyed it. He did too. No sex, but that wasn't my intention/expectation, given that he had just spent 12 hours in the hot sun on a ball field.
Prepared myself for the fact that he would be more withdrawn this morning, and he has been a little, but willing to spend time with chatting at home and sat with me quite a bit at the ball field, when I showed up to watch the second half of my S's game. I told him that I was happy to have him there, but that he didn't need to feel he had to stay. He said he didn't mind - be still my heart!
I've been friendly, but not to friendly, mostly responding when he speaks to me.
I'm going to take my D to the library now and afterwards ride my bike to the beach where the local kayak association has a bunch of boats for people to try out today. Beautiful, sunny day - can't wait.
