I remember the feeling, missing H during his endless trips... Glad you feel this way, it's really telling of your new state of mind, isn't it? K
p.s. I'm sorry about your sitch. I wish you all the best, & that when you're ready, you'll find someone who will cherish you as you deserve.
M 19 years, MC for 8 months, DB'd for 8 months 4 kids; 18, 15, 14, & 10 I was never meant to be a doormat. It took me years of therapy to become assertive enough to stop his abuse.
