Nope, no OW......... just him saying he's done, knows it won't change, so why delay? UGH.
OK, well I have NO idea what to think now. I think it was the tiniest bit good today, but not getting too excited.
So I called him this morning to ask a question about our pool. Aftewards he told me he didn't file Friday because he just ran out of time and didn't get down there. So he said sometime next week. So no big epiphany or anything. So, I gave him a card when he left here on Thursday night. I had had it bought and written for awhile, and didn't originally plan on giving it to him Thursday but after everything went down ,I did. So I asked him today if he had read it. He said he did yesterday. I asked what he thought and he said... "you really had a lot in there. I can tell you really put a lot of thought into it".
So then I said..... "Look Chris, all I'm asking is that if you can't fight FOR us right now, then fine. Just don't fight AGAINST us". To which he said. "OK". I thought I had heard him wrong because that was the closest thing to hope he has ever given. So then I had to clarify, so I said. "Ok you hear me, or OK you won't fight against us right now?" to which he said.............. "let's just see what happens".
So I have NO idea what that means, but it was the closest thing he's ever given me.
The friends that he is staying with are gone for the next 2 weeks. They left on Thursday. So I"m really hoping that this 2 weeks of him being in a house alone, will give him more time to think. He says his friends don't have that much influence, but the person he is staying with went through a NASTY divorce, so I've never been thrilled that he is staying with him. I KNOW he is getting bad messages from him. There are so many times we have what SEEM to be the slightest of productive talks, then he goes back to where he is staying ,and everything goes cold again.
So I'm just really praying that this 2 weeks in that house alone will give him more time alone to think and really see what it will be like.
Chris
__________ Me:39 H:39 D:8 D:4 M:9 (T 13) Bomb 4-5-08, H moved out 6-16-08, Reconciled and H moved back in 5-31-09 Still doing GREAT a year later!!!
