You are the only one who can decide if its worth the pain,time, work and stress(and wrinkles!). If you decide that its not worth it, I think that you would do best to tell him exactly why, and do it soon. Have you been to C? That might help you a little, but I really think that you have just a little RAGE that has to be dealt with before your M has any chance. I dont know what else to say girl, I wish I could give you a hug.
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Thank you for the hug Blue...Sometimes I think that he wants to stay angry at me. That this will justify his actions and he wont feel remorse.He can keep blaming me.I really do want to stop though..i'm the type of person who holds serious grudges. I need to get past that.I did see a C a few times back in January and February but I didn't like her much. The one I am planning to see now was also a School Pyschologist. I want my D13 to go as well..She is having a very hard time and we all need some help.He comes back on july 21st, one day after my birthday.So it's about a week away..going to try and hold off and keep myself busy.
Me: 36 H: 34 2 D's: 10+13 Married: 13 yrs(Together 15) Found out about A-Jan 08 Finally ended April 08..I hope?? Struggling to co-exist in peace
