Hi Shay ~ Sorry to have not visited you in a while. Computer time has been really limited for me.
Overall it sounds like things are going well for you and H. In your letter to him you said alot of things I wish I could say to my H. but am afaid to do so. Maybe in time????????
I apologize for not remembering this - is the R with the OP over?
For us, it seemed that the physical closeness came back before the emotional closeness returned.
You did a good job of validating H and reassuring him of your love in the letter, IMHO. And you were honest with him even though some of what you had to say was difficult, which is scary to do.
Hang in there -thanks for your post on my thread
Mockers2
"Somehow we survive, and tenderness frustrated does not wither." Dennis Brutus, South African poet
"That which does not kill us makes us stronger."
Friedrich Nietzsche