Hi Zuma. Wow, it sucks. I am going through very similar things right now. It was helpful to read some of your posts to know I am not going through these feelings alone. I have prayed for your situation to get better and turn around. So many around me are going through this, it feels like an epidemic. Sorry for your pain. I can't say it gets better, mine seems daily. Stubborn women who want to be independent and not a wife. Is your "wife" a feminist out of curiosity if I may ask?
